







I was going through Moose's school work, and my eye saw the word "God" on a piece of paper, so I stopped myself from throwing the paper in the trash (that is where most of Moose's school work goes). Moose has to do daily journal entries, and this particular day the topic was... "Who I Love..." Here is what Moose wrote (I will not correct the grammar, although I am tempted to :)
(Moose goes to a public school)
" I love my God more than my school. We have to because he is only the one way. Soon we will have no body like him and thats how we become spirits." (Moose's teacher wrote...Very nice, his real name :)
I found out that my husband had a talk with Moose about how we need to love God more than anything else. My hubby used Moose's school as an example...Moose loves his school. Also, the last part comes from a conversation we had about how God doesn't have a body like we do...He is a Spirit, and one day our spirits will go to heaven to live with God. I love how Moose remembers things, and takes them to heart. He inspires me...
( FYI: I am giving away a book by Larry Crabb below...check out video for information, then leave a comment to enter the giveaway)

Hello "TT" community :) Once again it is Wednesday night and I want to get my "TT" post out because I won't have a chance to tomorrow. I am so tired, but I just love my "TT" :)
-First up, I am thankful that a local computer fix-it shop donated an old computer to my school for use in my class. The old one we had basically shut down, or I may have made it shut down :( My husband mentioned that companies may donate old computers as a tax write off, and the very first place and person we called donated a computer...I am so thankful for the owner's kindness... I really do need an operating computer in my Pre-K class :)
-I am thankful that my mother is still recovering from surgery... However, she has had a major attack with fear... I think the events of the last four months have finally set in for my mom. If you would pray for her still I would be so thankful.
-This one may sound funny, but this week I am so thankful the Lord filled me with energy to clean both of my bathrooms...my personal bath has been neglected for awhile, so I had a lot of extra scrubbing to do (I DISLIKE SOAP SCUM :) in my tub and on my floor (MY HUBBY USES TOO MUCH HAIRSPRAY :). I think I cleaned on and off again for about 3 hours in those two rooms. I can be so NOT motivated when it comes to cleaning, so when I get in the mood to clean I am so thankful.
-I am thankful my hubby found a dental plan for us that I can use with my actual dentist...So many times you have to use other dentists that are on the actual plan. I like keeping my own doctors if I can :)
-I am thankful to be back at work after having a week of Spring Break... I too am thankful that I only have about 6 weeks, and then I get to have Summer Break... (This thankful looks contradictory, huh?)
-I am thankful that we will get to go to Florida this summer for vacation... I wasn't sure with our finances and all. Again, this is important because all my extended family live in Florida, including my mom who I have not seen since November, and I left her just a day or two after her open-heart surgery.
Well, my eyes are getting heavy...it might be from the allergy medicine :)... So I will end here for today.
Blessings as you visit the "TT" community.
I am so super excited today to tell you about a Christian movie that just came out this past week. I saw that the movie "Faith Like Potatoes" was a Pre-Buy item at my local Family Christian Bookstore not too long ago. Normally, if you pre-buy an item you get some kind of extra resource or major discount for pre-purchasing the item. However, this time you were not going to get anything extra, but a guarantee that if you didn't like the movie once you viewed it, you would get your money back. Now, I think that is a bold guarantee.
Money was tight so I didn't buy the movie, but later I saw that it was being released through our local video store :). Well, this past week the movie arrived and I rented and watched it. As I watched the movie I had very high expectations because of the guarantee I remembered at FCB.
I also had no clue what the movie was about, but that it was based on a true story. I too thought the movie was about a Christian family. Well, at the beginning of the story the main character, Angus did not appear to be a Christian man. Well, that is because he wasn't a Christian at first, but about 30 minutes into the story Angus accepts Christ as Lord. The conversion scene was amazing...
I think the first part of the movie was a little slow in the build up, but I too now think that I had the wrong idea about what kind of movie I was watching. After the conversion scene the movie was nothing but awesome... I cried several times, and was so encouraged by Angus Buchan and his pursuit to live for God no matter what.
There are so many miracles in this story as well, and I wondered if they were true because this movie was based on a true story. I know that many times when a movie is "based on a true story" that a lot of things in the story are not true. I had planned on doing some research after the movie to find out if the events in the story were true, but I didn't have to. Included in the special features portion of the DVD is a one hour documentary about Angus, and yes the things that happened in the movie happened in real life.
If you rent this movie, you must at least watch the one hour documentary on Angus and his family. It is just as good as the movie, and even more encouraging because he shares more of his amazing story. Once again, I was encouraged in my faith by another fellow Christian that loves God with all his heart.
I had such a sweet time of prayer after the movie. When I watch a story like the story of Angus, it makes me realize I am lacking in several areas of my own Christian walk, but I don't get discouraged because God is with me. I think God has used resources like the movie I am talking about today to challenge me and show me where I am weak, but I know that God doesn't want me to stay where I am.
Please today, go rent or buy the movie and then come back and talk about it with me... You won't be disappointed. My best friend in New York rented it this morning and is watching it as I type. I can't wait to talk to her :) (No, Fwend, not Tomatoes...Potatoes :)
PS... The quote in my last post is from this movie... Also, make sure to click on link above to be directed to a trailer of the movie.


It's 3am.
About 11 years ago I faced a night like tonight. Because I tend to rank sin on a scale of badness, what I did tonight almost slips past the cross of Christ in my mind like a pet. A pet sin. But tonight my broken Jesus, who was bruised for my transgressions was looking at me the whole time and I can no longer call my sin anything less than it is in light of the cross. It's lust.
I think if I were to make known what I did tonight some, like me, might laugh or sigh, or poopoo what happened. Some might think, "Aw come on Sheila, you're being too hard on yourself." I understand. That's what I did the entire time I indulged my flesh in the secret of the night tonight... I made excuses to the Holy Spirit. This is MY sin. This may not be sin to you, but it is to me and I'm tired of carrying it around like a pet. It's not a pet, it's chains!
Tonight I woke up to let my cat out. The first thing I thought of was the leftover chocolate cake sitting on the counter from my son's party. I immediately cut myself a large slice and sat down at my table to devour it. I'd never do this in front of my husband or kids... I wouldn't want to look like I was indulging myself. And if I did, I do it with a hard attitude, as though to say, "Geeze! Can't I even have a piece of cake!?" And that's exactly what I did. I sat down and argued with the Holy Spirit while I ate it saying, "Can't I even have a piece of cake?!!" Problem is I was sitting in front of our little lamb, who is laying on a stream of red satin underneath a boquet of flowers with the banner, "Christ our Passover Lamb has been sacrificed..." hanging over it.
(LOOK AT THE PICTURES AT THE TOP OF THE POST)
After I hardened my heart to the Spirit over a piece of cake, Christ's light was shining so much, I couldn't hide. Where can I go from His Spirit? Why do I even try to go?! I was drawn to His Word like a baby sheep longing for milk! I opened to Psalm 23.
"The Lord is my Shepherd. I shall not want..." -Psalm 23:1
His holy life layed down for mine exposed the true nature of my sin. It wasn't about cake. It wasn't about food. It was about lust. And before the holiness of God I saw that what I did tonight was not different at all in the eyes of my Maker than what I did 11 years ago.
11 years ago I called a dear friend weeping. Overcome by the guilt of what I'd just done while I knew Jesus was there. It wasn't cake that night. It was pornography.
I remember the excuses I made. But that night they were all broken because all I could see was my Jesus hanging on a tree. That night before the cross, Jesus broke my wicked bonds to sexual lust. Tonight, by His blood, He's breaking my bonds to appetite lust.
As I sat before my slain Lamb I realized tonight was a turning point, just like it was for me 11 years ago, and I had to confess it. I had to bring it out in the open. Because I want to be healed. It's not a pet for me, it's a ravenous wolf that's never satisfied.
I'll never be the same. Tonight the blood of Jesus dripped on my cake. It dripped on my lips. It poured on my tongue. It soaked my stomach. I can never pick it up again without seen the Cross.
Oh my Lord! You are my Shepherd... I shall NOT want the fullfillment of my flesh's lust in any area! I shall be satisfied in YOU! For YOU prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies! May the table of Your body broken for me, and the wine of Your blood poured out for me, forever satisfy me, even while the enemy who once claimed godhood over the appetites of my flesh is present.
This has been me in this area of lustful appetite even until tonight:
For, as I have often told you before and now say again even with tears, many live as enemies of the cross of Christ. Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is on earthly things. - Philippians 3:19 NIV
NO LONGER! NO LONGER LORD! JESUS you have come! You have conquered! You have exposed this sin in me! I run from it! I run exposed to YOU! I run to YOUR salvation! From tonight on my stomach shall never be a idolic "god" I hold in my hand while I try to enter Your promised land! NEVER AGAIN! Let YOUR blood mark this night! Let it mark my stomach! Let it mark my mind! For from tonight I set my blood stained hands that have clung to this idol of my stomach on this:
But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body. - Philippians 3:19b-20 NIV
And this:
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. -1 John 1:9 NIV
I write all this out here in the open because my Lord says:
When you see the naked, that you cover him, And not hide yourself from your own flesh?... Then your light shall break forth like the morning, Your healing shall spring forth speedily, And your righteousness shall go before you; The glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. - Isaiah 58:7-8 NKJV
My Lord, who exposed Himself and covered me on the cross calls me to expose my own sin and not hide myself from my own fellow man. But rather to cover my exposed brother or sister with the mercy of the Cross when I see them. This is not what I tend to do. I tend to hide my self under the cover of sleeping hours, or behind closed doors, or while away on an errand, and expose others when I see their offensive sin. But that's not my Lord's way. He heals me when I call my friend and confess my sin, or willingly let my shame be exposed to you here, and cover my friend, or you, or my husband when I see nakedness. This is how He cleanses us from our sin. This is how we can walk in His righteousness.
I wonder if any of you would, with me tonight, be exposed before our Lord. I wonder if any would see Him looking at our hands like He looked at mine tonight saying, "You're still holding that idol in your hand like a pet! Drop it! You can't go any further in if You're still holding that." I wonder if any would look at the Cross with me tonight in our nakedness. I wonder if any would be broken by His love and ask Him to mark our hands and our appetites for whatever it is our flesh lusts for with His blood so that we may never again approach that idol as though it were a pet. May His love and His grace make us tremble. May it shake us so much that we are free from our chains but not destroyed.
Oh may we see our "pet" sins as chains! And may we not cuddle our chains, or play with them in secret, but expose them before His cross, and each other, and let His blood break them! I don't want cake at 3am, or cookies in the middle of the day, or a KitKat on the way home from the store, to hold me back from further entering the life in the Spirit God leads me to through the cross! If He looks at me, exposing my "pet" as an idol, which is chaining me when He's made me free... oh let me drop it like a poisonous snake!
I'm looking to You who knew no sin, and became sin for me that I might become the righteousness of God tonight! I want YOU, not this! (By: Shelia)

Below I am posting my question from this week's Cafe Chat... Even if you do not normally participate in the Cafe Chat at the Internet Cafe I would love to hear your thoughts about this question.
(Taken from my Cafe Chat Post)
Proverbs 27:6 (New Living Translation)Wounds from a sincere friend are better than many kisses from an enemy.
One of the things I love best about being a woman is the joy of friendship with other women. I think friendship is one of God’s wonderful blessings He gives to His children. A true friend will tell us the truth even if it hurts. The verse above in Proverbs says that “wounds from a sincere friend are better than many kisses from an enemy”. We must too remember that we are to go to a friend and tell the truth in love. I believe anything we say to another should be said in love; love needs to be at the heart of why we share anything with another.
Many times in my life, I have been the recipient of hard words from a friend, but told with love in her heart for me. Even though what my friend shared may have been hard to hear, it was just what I needed to hear and God used her words to help me to see truth and to truly change.
So today, I ask you to share a time when a friend may have wounded you by speaking hard words to you, and even though you were hurt you realized it was the best and most loving thing he/she could have done. (If you can share the specifics that would be great, but if not feel free to use generalities).



Hello "TT" community... Well, I will start with a little background information so my theme makes sense to you :)
This past Saturday after my husband and I got back home from our date (FYI: Our date was Grocery Shopping together...what does that say about us?) when we pulled into the garage I noticed a horrible smell...my hubby winced as he knew exactly what it was. His engine in his car had finally blown up and oil was all over our garage. I will try to make a long story short (my friends are probably laughing because this is so impossible for me :)... The engine that was in my hubby's car was made by a manufacturer that used parts of the engine that they should not have, and eventually anyone with this specific engine would end up having their engine blow. The company went out of business, so there was no way to get retribution. So now we were faced with either getting another whole engine or buying a car (used or new)...We prayed about this situation.
The same night a few hours later I noticed that our house was a little cold, so I checked the thermostat only to find out in a few minutes that our heater unit was broken. I think it was the ignite light or something like that. My hubby and I kind of laughed at the timing, but then resolved to pray about this situation too... That night I slept with my son's winter hat on :)
OK, now I will get to my Thankful list...
-The first thing is that I am so glad we have an "EMERGENCY FUND". Although I expect that no one likes to use his/her emergency fund, it is a blessing to have one. So we had money to repair the things that had broken down, and we didn't have to go into further debt.
-Another blessing was that we didn't even have to dip into the Emergency Fund to repair our heater...with a little penny pinching we paid to repair our heater with our regular income :)
-We were weighing out our options about what to do with my hubby's car... we even thought about buying a new car, but we didn't really want to have a car payment, as we have not had one in a very long time. We thought about buying a used car but that would almost empty our emergency fund, and we didn't want to take our E.F. so low. Our last option was to replace the engine in my hubby's car...which we thought would be around $3000.00.
A good friend told us about a guy that has dealt with her fairly when it comes to her car, so we called him. Although he could not help us, he referred us to another guy who was able to find an engine and install it for us for around $1300.00... AWESOME!!! God is so very good :)
-I can't share the details for personal reasons, but a prayer that we have prayed for awhile now was answered for our family... Even though I am not sharing the details...we are overwhelmed that the answer came this week with all these other answers to prayer :)
-Another blessing about this whole experience is how my husband and I handled this situation. First, my hubby was so calm and he remained in control even though I know he was panicking a bit. He prayed and trusted God for the outcome...
-For me, this situation was another situation in which I could tell that God has changed me... Let's just say in my younger days I was self absorbed and very selfish, and for the most part I would have just cared about how the situation effected me.
One thing that was brought up on Saturday was that if we had to spend all this money on the repairs it might mean my family could not go to Florida to see my extended family. We moved from Florida about 5 years ago, and I only get to see my family about 1-2 times a year...this is extremely important because my mom is not in good health, so to see her especially is important. At first I just thought no matter what we will still go to Florida, but later on that night I conceded to the fact that it might not happen if our funds get really low...That is a big praise because I wouldn't have thought that way before.
Also, in the past I would have complained about not having heat and I would probably have made my hubby call someone in the middle of the night to fix the heat. I didn't... I just bundled up, and covered the kids with extra blankets and told my husband that we would be fine. That was not how I would have acted in the past with my selfish attitude, so I give God praise that He has changed my heart... I still have far to go, but I praise God for the changes He has made so far...
OK, I think I have written enough for today... So I will stop here today. Blessings to All!!!!!!!


